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I used to be love struck - Now I'm just fucked up

Created on 2006-02-23 19:13:32 (#9597934), last updated 2007-11-21

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Name:	lindsex™
Birthdate:	1987-06-25
Location:	Chicago, Illinois, United States
Website:	MYSPACE BABY!

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~~You're mmmmazing.~~

I'm better than you.

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck.

Who am I?

Do you really want to know?

You can’t possibly know everything about me because I cannot be contained in a few sentences or
jotted down on a post-it to remind you of me later.

Once you know me, I am always there—you can’t escape me.

I'm a friend who is always listening.

I'll always be there to catch you when you fall.

I become bored easily.

Especially in repedative relationships.

What is that?

You want to know about me?

At first glance, I do not fit in.

My ability to stand out allows me to feel that much better.

Although I would never claim to be the prettiest girl in a room.

I am a learner,

a worker,

one whose plans never go smoothly,

a dreamer,

a lover,

a thinker,

one who’s never been loved,

an aspiring young girl.

But many people claim to be these things.

I am not the first or the last—but I am unique.

People say that we aren’t much different from each other.

But we are.

We are very different.

I appear to be tough.

Always holding my head higher than the rest.

You can't see what I hide inside my broken body.

I won't let my tears fall infront of you.

I'm not always as happy as you think.

But when I’m not, I won’t let you know.

I weep.

I yell.

I scream.

I cry myself to sleep.

I ask, “God, why? Why me?”

I am most afraid of failure.

And disappointing the people I care most about.

I'm the girl that waits for that call or text her, but never gets it.

I daydream of love, and that boy who takes my breath away.

I dream of a boy who will love me and treat me the way I should be treated.

I'm afraid I'll never find someone to love me as much as I love them.

I won't let my life be played out as one tragic love story.

Although a few are hoping on this.

I love too much.

And hate too little.

I forgive, but I never forget.

I'm impatient and stubborn.

I give up on the things & people I want the most.

But I let them all right back into my heart.

I'm tired of my name being in people's mouth.

I find it funny how people are set out to destroy me.

Catch your breath for a moment.

I will destroy you first.

I'm not perfect.

Nor will I ever be.

I make more mistakes than anyone I know.

And I'm repedative with it.

I'm shy and nervous around those I don't know.

Especially those rare & few my heart beats harder for.

My name is Lindsey.

And after all of that, this is a name and face you won't forget.

thank you i_wannafuckyou for the mmmazing layout ♥